It  was April 2007, 12 noon when i arrive home from duty in jollibee. I never thought that it would be the best thing to hit me up to start planning for my life.. while walking  I have across with Eds our neighbor. she look good, and dress up beautifully. you know why? because it was her graduation. I felt happy for her because after All the things she gone through now she will face the other chapter of her life. after that scene.., I started thinking of many things."I want to be like Eds " , and start asking " what is my purpose in life?" "Is God has plan for me?" lots of question hang in to my head till I never know what would be the answer. then I sleep.

       after that night I decided with one plan " I will go back in school to be graduated along with my bachelor degree" so to start my plan with I start inquiring asking what are needed. after knowing it I start preparing them all. I never thought that it would be that hard. It took me a long time to finish it because while doing that  I also working as Jollibee crew so whenever I have time  I do work on it. When the time come that I will pass all the requirement to know what would be the date Iam schedule to take my entrance exam the Guard said "We are finish accepting new comers.. just go back next year". I went back with tear in my eyes  and go up straight to the church and start questioning God "you are not fair! ' "why you let that happen you know that I waited long for that"  thats the only things Im hoping for.. "to go back in school and have a degree. but you are so selfish. " if thats whay you wanted.you win promise this would be my last time asking you for an help..

          but you know guys what happen after that terrible years of my life?I am now on my third year in college.. why? because I never let my self be affected on that. in short I come to realize that life is short to be wasted to a not so important things.maybe God just measuring my faith with him I believe that if your heart had a desire on something it would happen by his grace and help..and I learned that life is a tricky game whenever I loss and Win i just come to realize that "its not my choice its God " its not my plan its God"